September 11 2013
8:24am
FBG 126
1:19pm
Forgot to check my two hour PP today, not a good thing to do but I feel
well. Did not hear the alarm go off, got busy with several things I have
neglected in the past coupla few months.
And poor Bailey begged to be played with, I actually felt well enough
to lay her favorite game “bowling” where I toss her favorite glow in the dark
ball down the hardwood hallway and she scuttles s fast as she can after it.
She’s a good baby girl and this afternoon I am going to give her a bath. I
filled her pool this morning and by the afternoon the sun should’ve warmed it
enough to bath her
I suppose it is a good thing that I am immersing myself back into my
life, the joys of my life.
I am going to try a little Tai Chi after lunch then I am going to relax
and finish watching the new Star Trek I was too tired to watch yesterday and
maybe take a 20 minute nap.
2:00pm
BG 91
3:56pm
PP BG 140
Asked some questions in one of my support groups and included my
background information. Someone I had
never seen before, and who I found out later upsets people made me his latest
target.
My post served as a presumptuous jumping board for this bully who had
the need to show his wonderfulness - and did not even read what I said. Questions were asked, well demanded of me -of
info already in the post. I simply asked for suggestions and tips for speeding
up the weight loss and dealing with a potential plateau and a substitute for
the nightly lo carb cheese product not for a berating but i got slammed by this
young man.
I just needed some clarification on the diets and some suggestions
because other wonderful and supportive people in this particular support group
have been on this journey with me and I trust them. I feel like I was cut off
at the knees. And it makes me angry at myself for being such a wimp. I have not
lost confidence in my treatment or my progress but realize how fragile I still
am.
I so dislike this disease, it has attacked me from the inside out. It
has turned me from a strong independent woman to someone I don't recognize.
But people like Wendy, Thor, Doc, Juli, Dianne, Di , Sandy and Michael are
helping me find that woman again.
6:48pm
BG 172
10:20pm
PP BG 148
11:40pm
BG 106
Finished out the night in good
shape, was able to relax and distressed some, thanks to good friends <3
*Hugs* girl.
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