Saturday, August 31, 2013

August 17 2013: Fear and Anxiety

August 17 at 7:51am
Yes, I am type II. This morning at 6:30 I am at 130 and feel pretty comfortable, took my 20U Novolog with breakfast. My nurse practitioner never returned my call so I suppose I am pretty much on my own being that I took my last dose of Levemir last night and will be going back on Novolog 70/30 tonight at hs. This is the kind of stuff that scares me, I need to know this is ok or should I wait until Saturday morning to resume the Novolog 70/30 (I was taking Novolog 70/30 AM & PM before we decided to try the levemir) I will have to switch to Humulin 70/30 anyway because I hit the donut hole and no way can I afford the Levemir or the Novolog 70/30. The decreased appetite with the Levemir frightened me as well and I did not feel comfortable taking the bolus before, I would have rather have had a sliding scale and take the insulin afterwards. I made a lovely salad with a roast chicken breast last night and after a few bites couldn't even swallow it, so I was able to eat sugar free yogurt because I was afraid if I couldn't eat that bolus would, quite frankly, kill me. I cannot believe that here in Nashville there are no diabetic support groups to be found. I live by myself so support is not an easy thing. I don't want to be a pest at the doctors or burden my friends and alienate them (and their lack of understanding of diabetes is unreal) I thank you all so much, I didn't sleep much last night due to leg pain from an exacerbated sciatica (I tried to add some floor exercises to help take my mind off of things) so I am going to try to get some sleep since the pain seems to have abated. Again thank you, I think I can deal with 100 - which gives me some leeway as far as hypo is concerned, and I do hope y'all can help me get to where I want to be. Realistically that is managing without obsessing, losing weight to lessen the insulin or to go on a pill. My greatest hope is to get off the meds altogether and reverse the diabetes but I know that is big hope. I tried an ayurvedic med (when I had the doctor who did not know a hill of beans about diabetes and I was on a very low dose of insulin), which heals the pancreas, and I responded beautifully but didn't continue because I could find no one close to supervise me - esp. not now when taking the right amount of insulin for my weight - too much risk of hypo. So my pancreas is still working somewhat.

Checked with the pharmacist and he sad it is ok to resume the Novolog 70/30 at HS (24 hours after my last dose of Levemir), ill just check my BG as I always do.

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